Too Lost In You

sdStalker-san, dont you think checking my blog twice a day is too much? Even once a day is too much since you probably know what I do every day and I cant possibly have updated my blog if I'm driving all over the place, eh?

This song is nice. *points at post title*

I CAUGHT A WARMONGER MOUSE!  Oh yea~ A feat made all the more sweet by beating Stupid Foong to it. Bwekkkkkkkkkkkk. I wonder if he'll even see this ;p

The last days of April are unraveling as I type. May has arrived so soon! It seems like only last month I was planning my trip back to Malaysia and (I know I've said this countless times) so much has happened. I honestly cant believe a lot of the stuff I got up to the last 6 months.

So work is all the more tiring. It is emotionally draining too on top of being so physically tiring and dreadfully dull. Needless to say, this is a profession I do not want to get into.

*love this song* Like Its Her Birthday - Good Charlotte

I really like Sidewalk Prophets. Their songs are really deep and touching.

Okay, you people who have been pestering me to update. I really dont have much to talk aobut.

No, wait.

Ah. On Thursday I went out with Ain and Farhana for a girls day out. Lol. Actually, we spent a huge chunk of time in Daiso before we went for our movie, Thor.

Hot

So Hot

Still so very very hot

*swoons*  Move over, Penn Badgley, there's a new man for me.
Now, big muscles, long haired, blond hair, blue-eyed guys arent exactly my favorite.
But when Chris was out of that clunky armor and shirtless err, we had a close up of him, I was just so ._. O_O
So. Frigging. Hot. Yes, I officially think he is even hotter than Lee Hom, Enrique and Penn Badgley. So. Frigging. H O T
*sigh* Why dont we have guys like this over here?
I googled "Chris Hemsworth Thor Shirtless"

A picture from the movie

When he was younger

These were the best I could get. I can hear girls all over the world crying.

Seriously, How can girls think Bieber is hot?! 

Exhibit A

Exhibit B

Exhibit A

Exhibit B

No competition. Seriously.
Chris Hemsworth is 28 this year.

GTG I AM SO LATEEEEE!!

You! *jabs finger* You are driving me crazy. What the heck is going on? *waves arms around furiously* This has turned totally upside down. CHAOS! BLASPHEMY! Dont you ever get tired of doing this?! GO!!! SHOO! YOU'RE SO ANNOYINGGGGGGGG! *cries* I hate you! *sigh* How typical of me to fall into this stupid stooooopid trap AGAIN! I hope you fall into a pot hole *annoyed* I hope a bird shits on your head.
You. Are. So. DUMBBBBBB

An Everyday Hero

I'm gonna talk about my Everyday Hero.

What is an Everyday Hero?

The other day, I was craving for steamboat (thanks to a certain someone) so I called up my 'big brother', Z. He was headed for a swim at the Subang 3K pool and said he would call me when he was done.

So he did call and I told him I'd pick him up from 3K. He told me I could just wait across the main road and he'd cross the pedestrian bridge. Then I left work and headed there.

When I got there, I parked my car by the side of the road, near the pedestrian bridge. I noticed the car in front of me. All four of its passengers were out of the car and they were looking at something further up the road.
I thought, "Hmm, maybe they're waiting for the jam to clear or whatever" but then I noticed ANOTHER car across the inside road I was on was also pulled over and the two passengers in THAT car were peering into the same direction.
"Ok," I thought, "Probably an accident" Not surprising since it was raining so heavily earlier. Maybe a car crash or something. I was tempted to go take a look but in my family we have this thing "Cannot help, dont kepoh so much". So I stayed put and wait for Z.

It was about 5 minutes later and I was starting to get concerned. A crowd had gathered at what I assumed was the accident site and the previously mentioned staring people were starting to walk towards there.

"Shit," I thought. "This isnt any normal accident. Something real bad must have happened." From the looks of it from my far far distance, nothing seemed to be happening. I considered driving up there with my car.
30 seconds into my train of thought, my phone rang. It was Z.
He asked where was I and I told him I was at the pedestrian bridge waiting for him. I asked where was he. He asked if I could see the crowd. I said yes. He said he was there. I asked why he so kepoh wan and started to walk towards the crowd.

Halfway that short walk, I saw him.

This is what happened.

He was outside 3K when this guy asked if he saw the accident happen. He asked what accident. The guy said there was a motorcycle lying on the road but where was the driver?

So he ran across the main road and pulled the driver of the bike to the side of the road while everyone was just staring and cars were just navigating around that man. The bike driver skidded and was thrown off his bike. He had a broken arm and he was unconscious.
When Z was sure the guy would get the help he needed, he left and called me.

This guy right here my everyday hero. I just put an alphabet as his name because I know he wouldn't want me to tell the whole world but I cant do that though I can at least omit his name.
He's one of my closest friends and my 'big brother'. He's just a pillar of strength and a voice of truth not only to me but also to many of his friends.
If you saw him on the streets, you would probably just pass him by but seriously, honestly, he was a heart of pure gold.
He is just such an amazing guy. He's supportive, kind and caring, never failing to give a rhetorical smack in the head when needed.
To me, he is really a big brother figure in my life. He always looks out for me and makes sure I stay safe. He's always encouraging me in everything I do and all the things I hope to do. He encourages me to broaden my horizons, my views and my perspectives as well as my activities and food palette. He's mature yet fun.

So to my big brother, you're my hero =) Thank you.

I also owe him 10 bucks. Heh.

Love in it's purest form

Heart of compassion,
Worn on one's sleeve in plain sight,
It amazes me.

And people wonder why I don't like dogs

Spent a good two hours creating a ventilation trunking make of cardboard, plastic and duct tape. I love duct tape. It is without a doubt, one of life's greatest inventions. The shop behind my aunt's is a petshop and all their stupid wet dog smell was coming over to our side via the ventilation fan. I didn't, block it, no. But sorry, there will be some backflow from my weatherproofing my project. Lol. Ny aunt heard them wondering why it's so smelly on their side. Well, the air here is dog free again. Good thing too. It was getting worst and the smell was making us feel sick. Still feel a bit queasy.

Oh. And I blew off pasar malam yesterday to exercise and then sleep with that wonderful cool rain air blowing in through the window ;) it was a good evening. Though I suspect my sleeping in caused dinner to be severely delayed and altered. Can't say I'm too upset about that though. Heh heh.

The Endddd is Near~

End of April is coming! Wow!~ Cant believe the date to my 21st is drawing so near already. Seems like only yesterday I was whining about turning 19.

Life is hectic now. Remember when I said, "Just let me know a week in advance when you wanna go out!" Well, lets change that to 2 weeks. April came with a new job. A tiring yet very educational job.
A friend commented that I take the most random seeming jobs and always the more tiring ones. Food retail, waitress, barista and now my latest job. Well, its interesting and I like it!
But seriously, its tiring like heck.

Life is a bitch. You have to grab it by the balls and squeeze 'em till you get what you want =)

I cant remember who it was- oh, wait, now i remember,
who told me, "For once, cant you focus on yourself? What you want? Then just go all out for it!"
another who said, "Too much thought and not enough action will just lead to you regretting and blaming life"
and finally, the most recent, "Find something you are passionate about. Find something you can achieve by your own means without the involvement of anyone else."

Three very wise friends who never fail to look past the surface and deep into my heart. You guys are da bomb!

So my biggest dream right now isnt achievable without the involvement of others but who the "others" are makes a world of difference. I am determined to craft my own fate and destiny instead of relying on other people who just keep stringing me along and toy around with me.

Why care about people who dont care, eh? Less effort spent on them and more effort spent on the things that DO matter. Like life.

Arigato to the friends who have been there for me these last two months. It has been a very- trying and emotional time and I'm grateful.
Waffles* are on meeeee when I get my paycheck~

*Offer valid for limited time only. All rights to substitute and exchange offer are reserved and at my discrepancy. 

I just remembered someone owes me for doing his assignment.
Mr. Stalker-san, lets go for ramen and waffles this sunday! =D

GTG WORKKKKK!!!!

PASAR MALAM TODAY!!!

Breaking out from the prison to awesomeness!

My iPhone is at this moment, consuming so much power that even while charging, the battery is slowly draining.
But I dont care =D its the reason why I can still connect to the internet.

So right now, I'm in the middle of downloading more packages for my now jailbroken phone. For quite a while, I resisted jailbreaking my phone because I (mistakenly) thought that all jailbreaking your phone did was let you download apps for free when you'd normally have to pay.
So I thought "hey, no point in jailbreaking then." if you can afford to pay RM3 for a $0.99 app, then why not?

Then a couple of weeks ago, I went for a BBQ at a friend's house where her brother asked me about my phone and didnt it bother me that some people ask to play with your phone only to go snooping around your pictures and messages? Heck yea. Not that I have anything to hide but who likes it when someone goes through your stuff.
But yea, I had no idea how to jailbreak my phone so I thought I could probably live without. Anyways, 98% of the people who ask to see my phone really just wanna play with the games and stuff.

So life went on till I wanted to download YouTube vids straight to my phone. Loading is a hassle and more often than not, goes a little cuckoo.
And then it happened. I have to have a jailbroken phone to do it. Then I discovered how easy it actually is to jailbreak my phone! *clicks on link*
"Shit, version too high to download"
Then I spent a few hours trying to figure out how to downgrade my version. I ended up not being able to use my phone for the night.
Needless to say, I was highly annoyed at myself for upgrading my version when it actually had nothing to offer.
So when I got home from cell, I tried again. The thing about the internet is that when you are insanely specific, sometimes you find your solution.
It was actually so very easy to jailbreak my phone. So easy, a 8 year old could do it.


*jailbroken*
*stares at phone*
now what?

*goes back to the internet*
*googles "what to do with a jailbreak iphone"*
okay, now we're talking.

it is now about 14 hours (plus sleep time) since I jailbroke my phone and it is awesome!
(granted, it went a bit psycho for a chunk of that time but I worked out the kinks)

Installed packages:
Winterboard
~Allows me to install custom themes and make my phone look kickass awesome or super cute
BiteSMS
~More functions re: messages
FolderEnhancer
~Lifts the cap on apps in a folder (now my phone is super uncluttered) and has a multi-move function <3
Locktopus
~Lets me lock any app I want
MxTube
~YouTube downloader!
PdaNet Free Edition
~Turns my phone into a wireless hotspot yo
Poof
~Further decluttering with a hide app option

There are a few others but these are the most awesome.

Okay, I gotta get off my laptop because I reallly need to charge my phone!!!