The Endddd is Near~

End of April is coming! Wow!~ Cant believe the date to my 21st is drawing so near already. Seems like only yesterday I was whining about turning 19.

Life is hectic now. Remember when I said, "Just let me know a week in advance when you wanna go out!" Well, lets change that to 2 weeks. April came with a new job. A tiring yet very educational job.
A friend commented that I take the most random seeming jobs and always the more tiring ones. Food retail, waitress, barista and now my latest job. Well, its interesting and I like it!
But seriously, its tiring like heck.

Life is a bitch. You have to grab it by the balls and squeeze 'em till you get what you want =)

I cant remember who it was- oh, wait, now i remember,
who told me, "For once, cant you focus on yourself? What you want? Then just go all out for it!"
another who said, "Too much thought and not enough action will just lead to you regretting and blaming life"
and finally, the most recent, "Find something you are passionate about. Find something you can achieve by your own means without the involvement of anyone else."

Three very wise friends who never fail to look past the surface and deep into my heart. You guys are da bomb!

So my biggest dream right now isnt achievable without the involvement of others but who the "others" are makes a world of difference. I am determined to craft my own fate and destiny instead of relying on other people who just keep stringing me along and toy around with me.

Why care about people who dont care, eh? Less effort spent on them and more effort spent on the things that DO matter. Like life.

Arigato to the friends who have been there for me these last two months. It has been a very- trying and emotional time and I'm grateful.
Waffles* are on meeeee when I get my paycheck~

*Offer valid for limited time only. All rights to substitute and exchange offer are reserved and at my discrepancy. 

I just remembered someone owes me for doing his assignment.
Mr. Stalker-san, lets go for ramen and waffles this sunday! =D

GTG WORKKKKK!!!!

PASAR MALAM TODAY!!!